been quite an awful year

i lived in a refuge, lost who i thought was my soul mate and one i loved dearly, had to be away from my family and also fighting a long court case

 

good is gettin my own flat, findin my new partner, new friends even though not many and gettin my head sorted

 

i hope next year is better i really do

This year has been bloody awful for me and am glad to see the back of it. Lessons learnt and harsh ones are not to be so trusting of people. Prob the only good thing to come out of this year is I know who my real friends are and now know the difference between friends and acquaintances (admit up til this yr I was little naive when it came to this). The only good to come out of it really is its really strengthened friendships with a few people and so can go into this year on a much more positive note and leave all the shit well and truly behind!

so far since the millennium 2000 it's been, the majority of it, massive downs. losing the mother of my son to another man, my mom died, bs in my local area. since moved out so that's good.

 

however there's been some highs, mostly traveling - malaysia, usa n aruba.

 

hey life could b worse - considerin disasters aroun' the world:yeahrite:

2004 has been amazing for me

 

full of life changing decisions for the best