Not being able to go clubbing!

 

Im having a hard enough time staying in for 3 weekends at the mo. Imagine if i was ever ill over New Year or something. I would just have to die! In fact i would be dead cos it would be the only thing that would keep me from clubbing on NYE!

I have no fear coz i know that we are already dead

i fear blus sexuality and creamys vagina mouth

One of my children going missing ..... never being found .... and always living with the thoughts:

 

"What happened? What if she was/is crying for me ... where is she?" and on and on and on ........

Being strapped into a chair in from of a tv like in that film clockwork orange and some1 puttin on the sci-fi channel