Oh, how Creamy must be chuckling at the the sight of this! The return of the infamous Tuesday paranoia run. Oh joy of [censored] joys.

 

so, sorry to anyone who saw me over the w/e. As always, I had way to much emotional cargo on board, and I was having trouble coping. Why? Just because I'm having trouble adjusting at the moment. So, as a result I did way too much, and got way too [censored], thereby ruining everyone's [censored] night. Superb.

 

I think this sums it up quite nicely.

 

I thought u was a nice bloke Matt..

 

Not only did u really REALLY piss me off 2day, but u wasnt urself...

 

Do u personally think drugs make u a better person? Cos if i hadnt of met u b4 now..... i would of thought u was one of the biggest twats on this earth!

 

Oh nice impression u gave my mate as well...

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Well, if that just doesn't put the icing on the cake for the weekend I've had.

Suprisingly I'm not going to take the piss because I'm going through nightmares although its not something this whole board will want to know so thats why I dont talk about anything on here! Its a first but I do sympathise although the main difference between me and you wub is that I dont do drugs to take the [censored] away, it makes you worse in the long run, good for short term but bad for long term!

 

And theres nothing worse posting on this board when feeling like [censored], I should know! Take a break from these weekends for a while like I am, I'm feeling slightly better but not enough to come out clubbing at the moment, just need a few more weeks to sort myself out and it should be fine! Try and do the same, you may start to feel yourself again (no smutty comments to any of you dirty minded bastards out there!)

k is baaad mmmkay!!

dont worry bout it wub

 

i was 100 times more mashed that wkd than u were and i really dont care what ppl thouht of me as i know i'm normally together when i go out clubbing so the odd wkd i slip up and get pissed b4 i even get in the club, mashed in the club and fuked 2 the point where i cant stand after the club (*blush*) i know its not the norm.

 

and what r my reasons for getting that messy? - quite simply it all happened by accident. ppl kept buying me drinks, in the club 1 m8 gave me a free g of ket and another gave me 2 free pills so its hardly ne wonder really hehehe

 

still - think about the good things that happened that wkd, not the negative and dont let ppl knock u down just cuz u lost control 1nce in a while

can totally understand what you are going through wub. only way out for me is no more afterparties - only way to do no more afterparties is no more clubs which is 100% impossible. i hope i can avoid afterparties from now on. tidy w/e will be impossible but i cant not go i dont think. talk about vicious circles, and yes i bring it all on myself. take it easy wub.

All sympathies with you hun - we all go through problems & feel like escaping for a bit - its ok at the time but hits you like a ton of [censored] afterwards!

 

Mr crappy - u were well mashed cos twice you jumped on me & hung round my neck - after id just been to the osteopath!

 

Wub your a star mate, dont let things get u down alright

why not just have a no cereal agreement for the next after party...prob solved!!

Taking cereal actually brings problems / emotions to the surface in a lot of people - decide if you think thats beneficial or not before you take it.

wub u seemed ok wen i was talkin too u at the after party

Well, I met you for the first time, wub, and I though you were alright. I'm a broad-minded bloke anyway, but cheers for going via sophies to that I could get to the afters. I was in two minds about going, but glad I did in the end. One thing though - I wasn't gonna touch any of that last lot after the effect it had on you guys

Suprisingly I'm not going to take the piss because I'm going through nightmares although its not something this whole board will want to know so thats why I dont talk about anything on here! Its a first but I do sympathise although the main difference between me and you wub is that I dont do drugs to take the [censored] away, it makes you worse in the long run, good for short term but bad for long term!

 

And theres nothing worse posting on this board when feeling like [censored], I should know! Take a break from these weekends for a while like I am, I'm feeling slightly better but not enough to come out clubbing at the moment, just need a few more weeks to sort myself out and it should be fine! Try and do the same, you may start to feel yourself again (no smutty comments to any of you dirty minded bastards out there!)

 

Well said that man.

 

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It was cool meeting ya wub - and u seemed fine to me. Altho we all tend to take things a tad to far to escape the bad but it usually never solves anything.

 

As creamy says...give yrself a little break and find yr feet and you will feel better about yrself. U can enjoy weekends out clubbing minus the caining activities. Just take some time out for a bit.

 

Wub no probs m8!

 

I understand etc etc.... ill reply to ur PM!

wub u seemed ok wen i was talkin too u at the after party

 

 

Ummmmmmm

 

who were u?

 

LOL!

hey wub hows things, n e time u wanna chat just call me

 

btw am gonna come down n c u sumtime soon, will call to arrange it - take care