does any one ever get really lonely?

 

life is soo weird! sometimes i wish i hadent gone to uni and wish i had got married and had kids, other times i just wanna get a job and other times im quite happy!

 

im one of these people that just has to have someone arround, im really lonely! sad i know lol! i also hate the fact that every friday night i am bore shitless on my own in my big house when all my flat meates have gone out!!!

 

never mind shure i will be fine tommorrow! does anyone else get like this!??!!!

 

aw...bless! wish i could help but im in peterborough now m8!!

me 2

life can be so poo sometimes!!

 

 

I was born lonely

I will die lonely

If anyone ever touches me

In the moments in between

I shall count myself blessed

And wipe away the tears

And smile

Until loneliness embraces me again

 

© 21:10 7/3/2003, Blink Eden

I was born lonely

I will die lonely

If anyone ever touches me

In the moments in between

I shall count myself blessed

And wipe away the tears

And smile

Until loneliness embraces me again

 

© 21:10 7/3/2003, Blink Eden

 

Whats the word? Profound? ... Nice anyway!

 

Someone once told me to practice smiling whenever i'm down. Sounds so very stupid, but it works i reckon

awww poor sophie. i get like that more after ive been out. im on my own now n dont mind it really.

i really cant stand being on my own!

 

never mind! thats life i guess!

 

 

That is my life attitude, and I have had to educate myself to realise to enjoy the moments when someone does truely touch my life

 

(I have been blessed with the most amazing best friend who has done more for me than I can ever thank her for...(don't get me talking about her, I can talk about her for hours!!)

i had a best mate like that, but its all gone sour now!

 

i had a best mate like that, but its all gone sour now!

 

 

I am on to my 4th best mate now, from the age of 16, and the other 3 have been male. I'm not naive enough to say that she is the "real deal", but we have been through more than with my other "best" friends, and have come out the other side. She is also the other half of the band, and she has her own web page on my website "My Only Sin"

 

(That title actually refers to a song I wrote before I had ever met her, but she is called Sin, bizarre or what)

christ ...your poems make me wanna slash my wrists mate!!!

 

we are all great people!!!!

 

now cheer the [censored] up and stop wallowing in it!!!!

hugs n' kisses soph!!

GOD ! I only got half way down and the tears were welling !

 

I'm sorry .. I gotta leave ya all ..

 

I'm going OUT ! XXX

 

 

Smiley happy smiles to you all xxxxxxxx

 

im feeling better aldready!!