Iv been bein told that people are noticing my absence, sorry i havent been on, my life/world is currently falling apart and i cant do anythin about it so im not much fun to be around right now, things did go ok again hence people thinkin id be back on but tonight has just fukt up so so much so i dont wana get anyone else down with my [censored]!! Hence why i think its a better option to stay away!!

 

and my MSN is messed up aswell so havent managed to speak to too many people!! I do have yahoo tho if anyones on that tho i dont have it running much!!

 

Hope everyone is ok!!

Sorry to hear that Claire, all I can say is that things always [censored] themselves out, always.

 

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I feel a group hug coming on.......

 

Damn, James, where's that graemlin?

Hi Claire - really hope your ok, and things get better, mail me if u wanna talk - I've been thro a lot of [censored] too the last year or so, to be honest it's the clubbin that's kept me going really and stopped things getting too bad. Really hope u feel betta soon

Hi Claire,

 

I do hope things sort themselves out ok - you dont deserve any of these negative things which are happening to you hun.

 

I am always on MSN so please chat to me whenever you want to hun, will always have time for you.

 

xXx

hey hun,

 

nice to hear from ya, sorry about the badness in your life at the mo.

 

CTW is behind you 100%.

Thanks u lot, feel like crap and just dont feel like much fun at the mo and im not one to put my problems onto people, bottle em up and i guess that doesnt help!! Am just gonna have to try and get thru this, alone now unfortunately then seek revenge when im up to it cos as usual a bloke has been out of order and downright cruel to me even knowin what im goin thru is 50% down to him!!

 

Ill stop there as i will ramble with depressin [censored] and i dont wana!! (})

Sometimes it is good to share what's narcing you though....

I know but its a long and depressin story and i wouldnt put that on anybody!!

 

BTW i mentioned yahoo my id is dj_claire_dc on it if u wana add me!!

have pm'ed ya hun

Good to hear from ya Claire. I hope everythig sorts itself out for, then the Queen of Smut can be back permanently!

claire hunny, youve got me hun, and you know where i am if you ever need me!!!

 

sophie

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Keep yr chin up hun, as everypeeps say 'it will [censored] out in the nd'

 

ian

 

Will try talk to you soon.

 

Seem's things have got worse ?

 

Go easy in the meantime.

Much worse unfortunately...its all totally fukt up

 

Not really doin too well!!