thanx, yeah it was so hard. but i have really nice memory`s now. thats one thing nobody can take away. as the saying goes, life goes on and its amazing how u do pick ur self up n get on with it.

I know what you mean, there is a part of them that you will carry with you always.

I will quote a lyric that always makes me smile and think of Sin, and for me, in some way, says how I feel, the entire song is about losing someone you love.

 

"The moment's lost,No time remains

I am so proud of what we were

No pain remains

No feeling

Eternity Awaits

Grant me wings that I might fly

My restless soul is longing

No pain remains

No feeling

Eternity awaits"

 

I don't think it is about losing someone, it is about them "moving on"

 

That is by VNV Nation, it is called Beloved. It is almost a trance song, I would recommend it to everyone to listen to.

I get lonely loads, livin alone for 3 and half years does take its toll on you.... im at my happiest when im with people or even just one other person, which i guess is why i spend so much time at my pc when im just gonna be sat in my flat anyway, may aswell spend it talkin to friends than sat bored and not talkin to anyone!! Im hoping its gonna change soon anyway!!

i get lonely too, although there two other people in my house which is abit of bonus, yet me and my parents spend very little time together.

 

friends dont seem to bother with me as much as they used to, guess its cause they think im always busy, but a quick phone call never hurts

 

ah well..

I phone u

I would love to come and keep you company, soph x

xxx

Cheer up Soph, what about CTW? You're never lonely when you've got that familiar sky blue screen staring back at you.

 

As a wise man once said, "Happiness... seems to be loneliness! How could you guess... when you're only thinking of yourself?"

 

(the last part is obviously irrelevant trance bollocks but the first part is still valid!!) mwah