Claire, grammar in that post was of poor standard. It makes me weep, it really does.

CreamyC said:

Claire, grammar in that post was of poor standard. It makes me weep, it really does.

 

Yeah well, iv had no sleep so i just typed it as i thought it without payin too much detail to grammar or checking it over!!

 

Least i know how to make you weep now

Claire DC said:

CreamyC said:

Claire, grammar in that post was of poor standard. It makes me weep, it really does.

 

Yeah well, iv had no sleep so i just typed it as i thought it without payin too much detail to grammar or checking it over!!

 

Least i know how to make you weep now

 

Go to bed at a reasonable time then.

Buzzheads, if you're getting paranoid stop doing drugs.

 

Might be a good idea to see the doc too.

CreamyC said:

Claire DC said:

CreamyC said:

Claire, grammar in that post was of poor standard. It makes me weep, it really does.

 

Yeah well, iv had no sleep so i just typed it as i thought it without payin too much detail to grammar or checking it over!!

 

Least i know how to make you weep now

 

Go to bed at a reasonable time then.

 

I would if i could.

Claire DC said:

liquideyes said:

 

Funny, what you said was "you're tellin me that people who dont take drugs wont get paranoia after a weekend!"

 

Not in the literal sense, dont take things so loterally!!

"Not in the literal sense", LOL!

A cheap last-ditch defence tactic for when you've blatantly lost the argument.

Edited highlights:

 

Claire: Where did she say because of drugs?

LE: I can't think of any other reason why "going out" would result in paranoia?!!!

Clare: You're tellin me that people who dont take drugs wont get paranoia after a weekend??

LE: I didn't say that.

Claire: More or less you did..

LE: What I said: "I can't think of any other reason [other than drugs] why 'going out' would result in paranoia"

Claire: I didnt THINK you said that at all.. i read what you said, not in between lines!!

LE: Funny, what you said was "you're tellin me that people who dont take drugs wont get paranoia after a weekend!"

Claire: Not in the literal sense, dont take things so loterally!!

 

Watch Claire clutch at straws!

 

Besides, if you are going to say things in a non-literal sense, then we have no choice but to "read between the lines".

liquideyes said:

Edited highlights:

 

 

Claire: I didnt THINK you said that at all.. i read what you said, not in between lines!!

LE: Funny, what you said was "you're tellin me that people who dont take drugs wont get paranoia after a weekend!"

Claire: Not in the literal sense, dont take things so loterally!!

 

 

 

(im easily please, tonight)

liquideyes said:

Claire DC said:

liquideyes said:

 

Funny, what you said was "you're tellin me that people who dont take drugs wont get paranoia after a weekend!"

 

Not in the literal sense, dont take things so loterally!!

"Not in the literal sense", LOL!

A cheap last-ditch defence tactic for when you've blatantly lost the argument.

 

Not really, no!! If i had said it TO you.. you may understand how i am meaning things but as this is very 2D i think ur probably reading me wrong!! To be honest, its gettin boring havin u pick holes in everythin i say tho and i dunno if its to make u look good or me look bad!! All im doin is having an opinion, which i am entitled to.. yet u seem to wana pick holes in EVERY opinion i have, im wondering why i bother posting in here tbh!!

liquideyes said:

Edited highlights:

 

Claire: Where did she say because of drugs?

LE: I can't think of any other reason why "going out" would result in paranoia?!!!

Clare: You're tellin me that people who dont take drugs wont get paranoia after a weekend??

LE: I didn't say that.

Claire: More or less you did..

LE: What I said: "I can't think of any other reason [other than drugs] why 'going out' would result in paranoia"

Claire: I didnt THINK you said that at all.. i read what you said, not in between lines!!

LE: Funny, what you said was "you're tellin me that people who dont take drugs wont get paranoia after a weekend!"

Claire: Not in the literal sense, dont take things so loterally!!

 

Watch Claire clutch at straws!

 

Besides, if you are going to say things in a non-literal sense, then we have no choice but to "read between the lines".

 

You are so [censored] cool!!

DJ_Elemental said:

mistress_hoover said:

 

Im exactly the same..im getting really really worried about my paranioa.

 

I was sitting in the pub with my mates from work and they were asking why i always look worried when people look over at me and i told them it was cause of my paranioa. Ive always been a bit para about my height & looks (even tho i know that my height is what makes me as a person etc) but recently i get so worried when im out.

 

Esp when im out clubbing, i think are people just talking to me cause they have to or is it cause they do like me? I think its cause ive been [censored] about by boyfriends/mates in the past it adds to it..i know its the drugs to and i decided after christmas im taking at least a month to get my head sorted.

 

I worry about the most stupid things aswell. I suppose some of the things i wear i attract attention like today im wearing pink bunny ear muffs and obviously people are going to look..but im not going to turn into a 'plain jane' cause its simply not me.

 

Its so annoying tho..the para i get about my mum aswell, i was still fukd on saturday morning and had a big discussion about a setting on her hoover called 'hard floor' (honestly) and she was like..jill you get madder by the day, i worry about you..and i was like [censored]..does she worry about me cause i take drugs, then i was like nah she doesnt know - she just thinks that im mad/

 

what a long rant this is tho eh! haha.

 

think i might try that stuff that jay mentioned tho. I think i need to go to a confidence class or something cause that would help...but the strange thing is i am confident infront of loads of people (like my dancing at wildchild for instance, i can dance infront of 100s of people and feel amazing) but when it comes to a group of people im constantly thinking [censored]..what are they thinking about me?? And it doesnt help when i talk random [censored] all the time aswell...

 

boo to drugs why can something that makes you feel amazing have such [censored] side affects??

 

xxxx

 

I tend to be alright when im out clubbing - as im sure you know i tend to draw attention to myself on purpose

 

i know how you feel when people look at you - i find people tend to look at me when walking through college - yes its only natual for someone to look when someone is walking towards them - but it feels like everyone around me is just staring at me - and it gets me well paranoid.

 

I too am a confident person with being a stage performer and running a business etc - i find i get it when im with people who arnt the same type of person as me. now how can i explain this one.. um.. like most of my mates are into football - so i might go sit with them and the football boys and they'll be talking away ignoring me because i know nothing about the subject or something.

 

We should have a talk about it together jilly

 

totally babe id really appriciate having a chat with you the next time i see you.

 

xxx

i suffer really bad from it!!!!

 

its mad me not want to go clubbin anymore!!

 

but now its gettin loads better!!

 

i have it bad at work sometimes with me being new but hey its going away slowly!!!

Jilly & Mark know exactly where your coming from (poss others but I've skipped a couple of pages in the post) - when I'm out with my mates - clubbin wotever I'm usually pretty confident even when I havnt done drugs/drink wotever - tho at work i'm totally different person - prob doesnt help that my office is in a corridor on its own so I've never had the chance to get to know anyone else there - I've been there a year now and still dont know anyone to say more that hello to - its the Xmas Party next wednes & I'm actually thinking of doin a sickie as the thought of actually having to be in same room all afternoon as load of peeps I hardly know freaks me rite out! (The last one was that bad - a leaving do I jsut sat back down at my desk n carried on workin coz I didnt know wot to say to anyone!)The worst thing is on mondays when I arrive in at lunchtimes (I start at 1)thats when the real paranoia kicks in when I go into a packed kitchen to get a cuppa n its full with peeps chattin - half the time I jsut wiat til 2.30 when its empty jsut to avoid it its that bad! I actually dont think its the drugs jsut a bad situation where I work - and in my last job I was a bit over friendly and when peeps found out I went clubbin linked that n drugs together n I got pissed off with the sarky comments going round so in a way decided in my next job jsut to keep my social life out of it. If it wasnt for work I dont think I'd have any kinda paranoid prob - I walk down the street not really caring in all sorts afta clubbin! What I'm trying to say is I dont necessarily think its all to do with the drugs us all gettin para but the totally different situations we're in - work vs clubbin. Was chattin about it to sum1 else off here last wk n she said she actually jumps when anyone at works talks to her n shes same as me out clubbin so guess theres quite a few of us on here - still sucks tho!

tidy_tart said:

i suffer really bad from it!!!!

 

its mad me not want to go clubbin anymore!!

 

but now its gettin loads better!!

 

i have it bad at work sometimes with me being new but hey its going away slowly!!!

 

my paranoia makes me want to go clubbing - i guess its because i can freely express the verymental side of me without looking a compleate fool.

 

I find that with college - well the college i go to anyways - theres alot of people who are well up their arses and will pick faults with any random person - one lad happened to pick a bad day to do this to me (on friday) and resulted in me kicking him into a door

 

i tend to put my mini disc on and jsut walk through college - but in doing that it makes me think are they acctaully talking about me - and if so what are they saying because i can't hear um cause i got my MD on. I dont know whats worse - hearing what their saying or wondering what their saying when you can't hear it.

 

Often enough nothing is being said at all - its my all in my head as it is with most people. I've gone past caring what people think about me now anyways

Bunnykins said:

Jilly & Mark know exactly where your coming from (poss others but I've skipped a couple of pages in the post) - when I'm out with my mates - clubbin wotever I'm usually pretty confident even when I havnt done drugs/drink wotever - tho at work i'm totally different person - prob doesnt help that my office is in a corridor on its own so I've never had the chance to get to know anyone else there - I've been there a year now and still dont know anyone to say more that hello to - its the Xmas Party next wednes & I'm actually thinking of doin a sickie as the thought of actually having to be in same room all afternoon as load of peeps I hardly know freaks me rite out! (The last one was that bad - a leaving do I jsut sat back down at my desk n carried on workin coz I didnt know wot to say to anyone!)The worst thing is on mondays when I arrive in at lunchtimes (I start at 1)thats when the real paranoia kicks in when I go into a packed kitchen to get a cuppa n its full with peeps chattin - half the time I jsut wiat til 2.30 when its empty jsut to avoid it its that bad! I actually dont think its the drugs jsut a bad situation where I work - and in my last job I was a bit over friendly and when peeps found out I went clubbin linked that n drugs together n I got pissed off with the sarky comments going round so in a way decided in my next job jsut to keep my social life out of it. If it wasnt for work I dont think I'd have any kinda paranoid prob - I walk down the street not really caring in all sorts afta clubbin! What I'm trying to say is I dont necessarily think its all to do with the drugs us all gettin para but the totally different situations we're in - work vs clubbin. Was chattin about it to sum1 else off here last wk n she said she actually jumps when anyone at works talks to her n shes same as me out clubbin so guess theres quite a few of us on here - still sucks tho!

 

i dont believe i have taken enough drugs to result in my paranoia getting worse - and i had paranoia well before i touched drugs - infact my paranoia was at its worst not lonf before tidy when i came close to all my mental break down issues.

 

I believe a big result in my paranoia maybe because of a syst i have in my brain. It causes me to smell things which arn;t there and sometimes makes me stutter when i talk or makes me say something compleatly random - like if i went to say hello to someone i would say bananas - which i have done before - so im wondering if it could be resulting in my paranoia - i imagine its certainly not helping it.