Can i start this post again Please.....its all gone

 

luu_luu said:

Can i start this post again Please.....its all gone

 

 

i kind of have paranoia occasionally when i meet up with people i know and lived with last year as they've all seen each other a lot more this year than i have so kinda am not sure where i stand with them. One group of friends i have met once and even then it wasnt all of that group. Cos i got on really well with a few of that group it makes me think whether their opinion of me has changed or whether peer pressure from the rest is making them stay away.

 

Also have some paranoia not about nething to do with me but for a very good friend cos of the situation shes in. Whilst she wudnt come on here i dont really want to talk about it cos i feel ill betray her trust as she found it hard enough telling me about it and asked me not to tell ne1. It also is too complex to talk about on here and make ne sense at all.

Miriam says.....

 

Depending on your lifestyle, if you do a 9-5 job, when you come home from work go to your bedroom or somewhere quite. Get comfortable and close your eyes, imagine running water. Do this for 20 minutes everynight and you will feel fine.

I'm off now to write my column for the MIRROR:

 

"the Dangers of Paranoia and its harmful effects"

Hope you are feeling better luu luu.

 

I know it sounds flippant, but at these times I think of llamas, because:

 

1) they are woollen

2) they eat grass

3) they hang around in the countryside

4) they are very chilled

 

Haven't been taking anything for a few months now just due to various other stuff that needs to get sorted out and it takes make a difference. Given up cigs as well which as a *BASTARD* to begin with but after a few weeks you just feel better within yourself.

 

Hope things improve!

cheers llamaman, that at least made me smile where you been hiding lately?

Hope the paranoia is easing off. I still find it remarkable how even drugs that don't even hit the radar can have effects that can make you feel at odds with everything and just 'wrong', and then that feeds back on itself. Guess if you can, just surround yourself with nice things that can't have motives attributed to them, like Haagen Dazs, television, sofas, wool...

 

Not been on for a while because of time unfortunately, to put it in llama terms, there's been some herd problems (specifically with a very precious member of the herd) and while they have calmed down a bit, my wool got a bit unseemly while that was at its worst. Things are fine now, but there's still a LOT of grass to eat, and a lot of llama business to catch up on.

 

Take care