James

[Clubbing Si]

i am on james level lol

[James]

ok ok, yet again I've used the wrong word - "level" is NOT the word I should be using for communicating this topic - I didnt mean it as though it was related to some kind of hierachy, instead of meant it in that there are many levels which all have an equal amount of things to teach you, none of which are more or less valuable than other levels. I just feel i have moved up or down or sideways a level or two and my thinking is totally different now to what it was a few years ago and even more different to what it was in the early stages of life.

 

[Claire DC]

James knows where we both stand on levels and he knows what he has to do to achieve it, as spoke about after sundissential!!

[James]

corect Claire, thank you for backing me up here!

 

I've just realised that some of what i say is dangerous as there are no words in english to describe exactly what i'm feeling within !

 

You know that feeling you get when someone looks at you and you are stumbling over what you are trying to say and they say "its ok, I know what you are trying to say" - well its that kind of thing - far too much to sum up in one sentance - people either read you / are on your wavelength, or their not - I've realised I cant force people to think the same way as me and in fact this is a very dangerous thing to attemp as people just end up thinking you are phycho - which is funny at first but then you can lose trusted relationships with people through this, so aint worth it !

 

like I keep saying, I will shut up now !! hehe

[Clubbing Si]

i think my level doesnt actually exist. its more of a paradox where only the people can live!

[Belle]

This all makes perfect sense!!

 

Quote:

 

"I've just realised that some of what i say is dangerous as there are no words in english to describe exactly what i'm feeling within ! "

 

Just thought I'd say that that's a cool thing

[Clubbing Si]

glad ure on the "level " lol

[Sophie]

i kinda get what james is saying, but i think i am just on my own level, sort of just in my own little world.

 

not shure if that is a level??!

 

[Clubbing Si]

anything is possible