Wildchild,Twist: Felt that i needed to say this...

[mistress_hoover]

This is probably going to be a long boring post but i just wanted to say this to you all (said it to alot of you this weekend, but for those of you i didnt speak to here goes).

 

This weekend has just been the perfect weekend for me, Wildchild on Friday..which was amazing, all of you there was just awesome. It was like my perfect clubbing night, with all of my friends (apart from ones back home that i miss), brilliant atomosphere, wicked music and was dancing for a club that i totally love...

 

Then onto the afterparty where people like lisa and tony just make my night...then back to crills for a chillout and spent quality time with liam, steph and crill. We ended up crashing out and not going to Chemistry....which at first i was dissapointed but then realised im best saving myself for twist.

 

When i got into twist Karim was playing, i just looked at the club (first time ive been in there 'normal' and truley appricated the music, atomosphere and friends. After lots of stomping and messy conversations i was standing on the dancefloor, now i dont know if it was cause i was feeling amazing or if it just occured to me how lucky i am to have this lifestyle... Hoover Time by Stimulant Djs came on and i was so happy, one of my favourite tunes but i got a bit sad as it reminded me of all of my mates back home. Then i turned round and looked at crill, steph, drew and liam and my twist mates and realised how much this board means to me.

 

Ive never felt to happy and just 'right' in ages, things that you lot have said to me over the weekend has really made me so happy, just the little comments that probably didnt even take that much effort...like nina telling me how lovely i looked in wildchild (as usual my confidence was low) and i realised how genuine you all are. That moment in twist i realised how im moving forward in life and i couldnt have done it if wasnt for CTW, ive moved down here to start a fresh, be closer to you lot and moved into a home which even tho i still feel homesick i feel 'myself' here.

 

If it wasnt for CTW i wouldnt be making this fresh start, going on these amazing weekends and being happy. Im now looking for an office job again to get working back to normal again and once ive done that i will feel truley settled.

 

This weekend has made me realise how lucky i am to have all of this, sometimes i sit and think how ive got such a shit life but ive not, ive got amazing friends and im begining to get back to feeling 'me' again..not worrying about what people think of me...and its all cause of you lot.

 

I dont care about people posting shitty remarks about people on this site, the true friends will stay together even if the board kept going down and this weekend proved that.

 

I really wanted to post this just to say to all of you. Your making Jilly back into being happy all the time.

 

As you can see its 1.58am..i cant get to sleep, and my heads a bit fuzzy but im still smiling from the weekend (im even typing with one eye closed as its sore..lol )

 

Chin up for everyone who is being affected by this shitty gossiping and just think about all of us dancing about at wildchild.

 

Honestly guys, thanks so much

love you all

xx jilly xxx

 

 

 

(told u it was going to be a long post...but it was worth it!)

 

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[Highlander]

well babe i think you just summed up what everyone is thinking in one go!!!!

[mistress_hoover]

 

some times i do speak some sense then!! (first time this weekend tho ).

 

And on that note im going to finally go to bed im sooooo sleepy!!

 

xxxxxx

[Louise]

its so true what you have just put there jilly,

 

i would still be single and lifeless if it was for CTW, iv made some great friends and hopefully it stays that way for a long time

[Guest Shenlong]

like callum said i think you summed up it all up what a lot of people were thinking

 

oh and what were you doing so that only one eye was sore?

[russelldust]

what a beautiful message.

 

thanks

 

[Lisa]

QUOTE (russelldust @ Feb 9 2004, 08:31 AM)

what a beautiful message. thanks

Nicely worded Jilly babe!! This is more than a chat forum, it is a group of people who know each other on a personal level & with every big meet that happens, the stronger the friendships become & some vendictive people with nasty tongues will not bring this site down, because we are all friends & that counts for so much!!!!

[Maria]

QUOTE (Louise @ Feb 9 2004, 05:15 AM)

its so true what you have just put there jilly, i would still be single and lifeless if it was for CTW, iv made some great friends and hopefully it stays that way for a long time

Ditto !

 

[mistress_hoover]

QUOTE (Shenlong @ Feb 9 2004, 07:27 AM)

like callum said i think you summed up it all up what a lot of people were thinking oh and what were you doing so that only one eye was sore?

i dont know why my eye was sore hun, me and drew came back here and got very messy and i started walking about with one eye closed lol...then when i woke up this morning i was the same

 

Yeah and ur all right, its more than a board now....were all wicked mates.

 

But i am blaming the state i am in today on u lot - if we were boring i would have been tucked up in bed early...

 

Never mind..interview @ 12 today...thats going to be a laugh!!

 

 

 

xxxxx

[nuthead53]

its great that you feal like this about CTW I personaly look foward to every future meetup as you guys are just great.

 

it was a shame that i didnt speak to you much jilly, by the time we got to somewhere quite enough to talk i fealt to monged to move. oh n sorry bout the busted thing il defniterly!!! do it next time

 

sorry i went off on one, but neway its great to see you happy

 

good luck in the interview, im sure you will impress them

Edited February 9, 2004 by nuthead53

[mistress_hoover]

aww cheers hun im a bit nervous but not to worry!!

 

it seems that i must have just stomped around all night cause i seemed to have not spoken to alot of people....

 

it was such a good laugh tho....

 

apart from drew shouting 'jill, tell glazby you want him to wank in your face' when he was standing right next to me

 

looking forward to seeing u again hun DRESSED LIKE BUSTED!!

 

xxxxx

[Stu]

wicked babe... glad you're feeling better.

[LiamStyles]

IT WAS THE BEST WEEKEND EVER!

 

How good was twist, i was having such a good time i never went for my coach. :$

 

Jilly, Steph, Drew and Crill - STARS!

 

[ChrisT]

Why do i always miss these nites???????????????

 

DO A SATURDAY YOU BASTARDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[mistress_hoover]

QUOTE (LiamStyles @ Feb 9 2004, 02:32 PM)

IT WAS THE BEST WEEKEND EVER! How good was twist, i was having such a good time i never went for my coach. :$ Jilly, Steph, Drew and Crill - STARS!

liam I LOVE YOU!! heehee.

 

you totally made my weekend!

 

just got ur text about my birthday weekend and its made me smile soooo much!!

 

cant wait to see u again hun!!

 

how was the meal??XxxxxxxxxX