NO MORE DRUGS!! this is my life.

[loopy_lou]

well i am going to jabber abit here ppl, so i apologise if it doesnt make sense.

but i think most of u will hopefully agree with me on this one.

 

i am proud to say that i have decided to completely stop taking Pills........as i had a bad experience last weekend. i have made this decision because i need to get my head and my life sorted out, and stop being a little shit that thinks it is ok to upset everyone around me, that includes my family and friends.

 

Emma i think u would agree with me on this one. as i have seen wot it did 2 u, im not saying that i think u were wrong but u did have ur reasons. and from seeing ur experience, and me starting to go down that path it isnt the right way to go. it will neva get rid of my problems, as they will always be there the next day.

i have told sarah 2 neva give them 2 me again even if i ask. which i hopefully won't. as she has decided 2 do the same thing.

 

my mum and my friends are proud of me and it feels good to be wanted, as before noone wanted 2 know me becuz of wot i was like.

 

i am proud of myself and i hope to keep this up. i am 15, i have my whole life ahead of me, and i dont need 2 destroy it at such an early age. i want 2 go somewhere with my life. and that is wot i am going to do. i have all the support i need and alot more aswell.

 

i have come to the conclusion that i need to talk abotu my problems, that is the only way to resolve them, not by taking drugs.

What do u think??

 

[Guest]

QUOTE (loopy_lou @ Nov 10 2004, 09:38)

i am 15, i have my whole life ahead of me, and i dont need 2 destroy it at such an early age. i want 2 go somewhere with my life. and that is wot i am going to do. i have all the support i need and alot more aswell.

There, you've said it - those are the words of wisdom. Keep thinking that and you will get that reward hon. Good luck with it and keep that positive thinking, alive at all times.

[Ginge]

Well done loopy lou. I hope you stick to your guns and learn to live your life to the fullest.

 

[loopy_lou]

thnx Ginge and Maria. i need all the support i can get at the mo, so i know that i can do it. i need ppl to keep telling me that i can do it, so i beleive in myself.

 

thnx u 2 it means alot 2 me xxx

[Guest]

YOU CAN DO IT !!

 

[Ginge]

Lou, Emma has said that you wanna come visit her so just let me know when and you are more than welcome.

[loopy_lou]

cheers babe. it will probably be in the easter hols if that is ok??

that is near my birthday so we can all get pissed yea??

u and emma will have to have a word wit my mum aswell if that is ok?

get emma 2 ring me at somepoint then we can sort it out nearer the date. loove me xx

[EmmaBlu]

QUOTE (loopy_lou @ Nov 10 2004, 09:38)

Emma i think u would agree with me on this one. as i have seen wot it did 2 u, im not saying that i think u were wrong but u did have ur reasons. and from seeing ur experience

yes i do agree, i have been so worried about u alot the past few weeks.....the scary thing about you is ur exactly like me.

 

that has been the only reason why i told mum what you were doing.....to you the most important thing was to go out get mashed 24/7 exactly what i did....what did i achive??? well

 

skived skool for 6 months solid....got 1 gcse and some shitty certificate of achivement....

 

got disowned by my family and friends

 

been homeless since i was 16.

 

the list goes on hunni, u know that

 

the best thing that has happened to me is ginge offerering me a place to stay...i have made a new start got a new job etc....

you are so lucky mum and dave didnt dissown you aswell the states u were in and ur attitude was fuckin terrible.

your exactly like me, cant talk to no one if i have a problem, the only way i can do it is if im drunk or been on the old smarties....which is bad i know...

 

if this is the best ways to talk about your problems ,so be it... were all here to listen even better.....if you wanna talk to me , ginge or shelly were justa phone call away...

 

i will try and get a couple of days off one weekend...then u will have to come up, what u need is a chill out session...it will do you good

 

you need to find new friends aswell, sara is kool, i just dont like the others, there just to immature. i will talk to sara when i next see her online and confirm not to give u anymore pills.

 

and what is this bad experience???? u never said anything to me.....

 

just chill out a bit babes, im pround u have finally come to your sences

 

 

[EmmaBlu]

i will text u the house number......so if you need to ring any of us its there for when you need to

 

 

 

[Guest]

It's better to talk than keep it all in that little head. "A problem shared is a problem halved" and all that.

[EmmaBlu]

yup......that little head of hers has loads of problems in it belive me

 

she is too much like me and bottles things up

Edited November 10, 2004 by EmmaBlu

[Guest]

Bit like me then. Or should I say, used to be. Don't bottle it up - SPIT IT OUT ! Does wanders, believe

[James]

Good for you Lou, you are doing completely the right thing

[Dawn]

15 and stopping taking drugs OMG

 

You shouldn't even be allowed in club at that age let alone packing up taking drugs!!!

 

Are you still going to carry on going to Clubs?

[smittenkitten288]

Dont know you lovely but good for you. Its so easy to take the easy option sometimes and take drugs (illegal or not) to make you feel good. sound like a top bird lovely so stick to your guns ! In time when you learn to feel good about yourself and the people around you, you'll realise you can get that warm fuzzy safe feeling by just being yourself and letting people see it.

 

big thoughts in a little head only cause trouble for you and you end up hurting yourself - always a gamble letting people in but with good friends around you it will keep you sane and happier in the long run.Believe me I know