so tired.. and down in the dumps. :(

[Sophie]

Im so fed up and tired at the moment. i just had a really shit day and i need to voice my oppinion on it- hope you all dont mind me rambling on...

 

Firstly i got on the bus 205 from euston.. 2 minutes up the road and the bloody thing breaks down! everyone has to get of only to have to wait for an hour for the next bus which just so happened to be full! this then makes me 20 minutes late for uni!

secondly i think my uni is a pile of crap! for 2 weeks now i have not seen my tutors, because they have run out of lesson time, this has now made me behind with my work. i have a deadline in 2 weeks time for 2 out of my final 6 outfits to be made, i cant make them cos i havent had the guidence from my tutors to advise me on what i should be doing!

 

Honestly i really do feel like i am going to uni with a bunch of spastics! dont you just hate it when tutors have there favorite students and you dont happen to be one of them!? i left uni at 8 pm and ive just got in i am shattered and yet again have not been able to see my tutor! again, another week behind!

 

im so stressed out at the moment my third year is proving harder then expected and i really feel like jacking the whole thing in and buggering off traveling!

 

I really feel like shit at them moment and i kinda feel a bit lonely too being in london on my own, i rang my mum and dad tonight cos i burst out into tears on the bus on the way home cos i was stressed, my mum just made me worse but my dad at least gave me some positive advice. I only have six months left so i am not gonna jack it all in, but i feel so shit and like i am not getting any where that i might aswell!

 

To top it off ive been working so hard that its making me ill, i am pale, my hair keeps falling out, im not eating properly, today all ive eaten is a sandwich! and ive gone down a whole clothes size, now a 10! people have actually been asking me if i am ok cos i look ill. The highlight of my day at the moment is getting home, having a fag, and a nice big malibu and coke/smirnoff ice or 2!! its getting rather worrying!

 

i feel like poo!

 

 

[Guest]

Well, from what you say, it sounds more like your Tutor is at fault and not you, I would complain about it tbh ! If your tutor is the one that sets your work and they havn't been around to fill you in with what they require you to do, then they are obviously crap tutors who aren't doing the job they are being paid to do.

 

As for your work making you ill - well, if you are working too hard that it's making you very ill, then you need to take time out and have a wee break and concentrate on getting yourself better and perhaps see a doctor about it too. Look after number one and all that !

[Sophie]

QUOTE (Maria @ Nov 10 2004, 21:49)

Well, from what you say, it sounds more like your Tutor is at fault and not you, I would complain about it tbh ! If your tutor is the one that sets your work and they havn't been around to fill you in with what they require you to do, then they are obviously crap tutors who aren't doing the job they are being paid to do. As for your work making you ill - well, if you are working too hard that it's making you very ill, then you need to take time out and have a wee break and concentrate on getting yourself better and perhaps see a doctor about it too. Look after number one and all that !

yeh my tutors are crap! i am going tommorrow to talk to someone about it!

 

as for me making my self ill, i dont have a choice! i am aldready 3 weeks behind cos of my tutors, and so i cant take any time of work... roll on 6 months time! i am going traveling and not coming back!

 

I booked a tour yesterday round Egypt for 2 and a half months! i am soooooo looking forward to it!

[Guest]

Well as you got only 6 months left, you may aswell stick at it and not jack it in as you may regret it later on ! Just keep tabs on your health and start eating properly and make sure you're in good health. (ha, im a fine one to talk :$)

 

If you want to go travelling in six months time you have to be in good health to do so, so you enjoy it whilst you are doing it !

[Phil rr]

 

isn't just you...i'm feeling stressed enough that i'm regularly occasionally feeling like almost throwing up, which isn't fucking good when on the phone :s glass of water please

 

it's a shit when transport doesn't work....my drive into work is a cunt too i almost bumped into someone in front of me ths morning in the traffic jam to work (changing lanes right to left, glancing back, and i didnt realise the person in front of me had stopped moving)

 

i've just got a new phone (altho i need to send it back cos it's already opened and has shit on it :'( ) so if you wanna have a silly friendly txt msg let me know.

 

hope u can keep talking to parents, i need to phone mine...havent wanted to recently because i'll have to have 'real' conversations with them and i really don't feel like "thinking" at the moment at all...mum sent me a ttx on the first day i've had a phone, it's my dads bday today (no i dont know these dates off by heart, i wasnt there when it happened) and i feel like even more of a shit not happy birthdaying him but i dont want to phone him and be too stressed to talk and concern him even more

 

lol i need a fucking hug too

 

 

(sowwy for hijack ...)

Edited November 10, 2004 by Phil rr

[Tara]

Awww hun I'm sorry to hear you're having a bad time of it at the moment. When is your tour to Egypt? What places do you visit? Who did you book it with etc? Is it the same thing you showed me before? I'd love to do something like that someday, it'd be amazing.

I'm having a really bad time atm as well so you're not alone! Today I found out that my shoulder problem is much more serious than I thought, its a genetic condition that theres no cure for and it can only get worse and worse....

Its best to focus on the good things you have to look forward to and get through the hard things the best you can. Tell your tutors at uni that you don't feel you're getting enough help, the 6 months will go quicker than you think.

[Phil rr]

one other thing i know's sposed to be good is try and make sure you get some decent sleep because that can recharge you for the next day and generally help you cope with stuff

[teabag]

QUOTE (Phil rr @ Nov 10 2004, 22:53)

one other thing i know's sposed to be good is try and make sure you get some decent sleep because that can recharge you for the next day and generally help you cope with stuff

true

 

I drank heavily to help me cope during my final year of uni, worked at the time, but I wouldn't recommend it for everyone!

 

Being stressed is a real bitch, I have also been in tears on broken down london buses and tubes because it means that I have to start my work late and then finish at stupid times of the evening. You just have to learn to let go and realise that it's not your fault.

 

Sophie, there is light at the end of the tunnel, you only have 6 months left and then you have an awesome trip to look forward to at the end - hang in there and look after yourself